He Gave Me A Hug!

<Flash Back>

There he is, knocking at the door. I was so nervous since this is our first meeting, I opened the door for him and utter some greetings, but he just ask me, “are you naïve?”, and I answered, “yes I am”. We ate dinner and then silence!

My first impression of him is that he is the strictest person I had met. He barely talks, his sense of humor sucks, and business is mostly the topic in every conversation we had. In the office, in the car and in a dining table, only important conversation matters.  But I was wrong! He is really a kind hearted, thoughtful, patient, intelligent, understanding, honest, a lot more to mention, etc.,etc.,etc. person that I know.  Maybe that was just a common characteristic of our clan, which maybe I inherit. :} Sometimes...

<Present>

My plan for today is to do my laundry and clean the house, but I was stack on facebooking, watching movie and surfing the net! Until at noon someone called me and told me to go to that certain place and meet them. So I hurried up to get there. And there they are, I accompanied them the whole day, until the day ends and we ate dinner at some known restaurant in the town.  When it was time to go home, we said our goodbyes and that’s it... I thought … but I was shocked!

Of all the people in the world, he is the least expected to hug me.  When my world is down, and I am feeling empty, alone, lonely, name it! The hug really lifted my spirit.

And it was called a day then.

Thank you, God really always had a way to comfort his children in times of their darkest day!

A 4 Score and an Inspiring Word from my Cousin!

"we dont choose our path in general some of it is on our concern but most of it is God's will..... the thing is on how u admire life that he had given u... i mean how we reacted on certain situations... dont force urself but just live with it...

and dont forget to smile... coz if u smile everything will be fine.... cheeerss..."

It's 1:00 am and i'm chatting with my cousin in facebook ( obviously as you can see in the picture..hehehe,.. )

 I like the words he said and it inspires me...Just smile and everything will be fine..

Even though I got 4 out of 34 items in our quiz today, i am happy and i am proud of it  because i did not cheat. (Honestly I cheated on exams almost all the time:-). I know, cheating is a shameful act. Oh! I'm bad, bad, bad..... But i'll try not to do it again, hopefully.

To my cousin:

(December 09, 2010 @ 12:00 - 1:30 am)

Well gaw thanks for the nice chat and time you'd spare for me. God bless us all.

To the viewers:

Thank you for reading and visiting my blog:)

Just Another Blog

Haaay.. i been constructing blog  so many times (dli nko ka recall kung ika pila na ni) since i got my internet connection. I am too lazy to update, but this time i will try to diligently update my blog and post new and interesting stuff. So help me God.

Nganong ni balik napud ko?

           Because i was inspired by Engr. Dalareich Polot.

Who is she?

           Click here http://dal.kinabuhi.net/

A lot to tell about here...

That's all for this time, thanks for reading 

God bless and Good Morning! :)

Graphics Design 001: Photoshop

CRADLE THAT ROCKED THE WORLD

By: Naive G

Pain

I am not wounded

I am not bleeding

But I can feel the pain

The pain that weakens my bones

The pain that makes me helpless

Pain inside me

Pain..Pain…Pain

I am in vain…

Reasons are not clear

Why I am in vain

It seems life is not that cruel

But why I am in vain

I can feel the pain

I can’t understand

Pain , pain, pain

I am in vain

The crowd surrounds

But I feel alone

When they are happy

Why I am sad?

I don’t know what’s wrong with me

But I don’t feel the rhythm

The rhythm that everyone dances to

The same rhythm that brings the pain

The pain inside my heart and brain

Pain that runs to my whole body and veins

Oh pain, pain, pain

Why I am in vain

I don’t understand

Am I insane?

Hand in Hand

I was alone in a dark cold room

You came one by one and made me bloom

Created a bond,

That cannot be break even by hand

Sharing everybody’s thoughts and deeds

That to someone grows like a seed

Memories were build

that cannot be break even by hand

 Love were shared

In us love prevailed

Love, love, love, love

Together, forever

Hand in hand

Under the same sun!

Together we stand!

One for all, all for one

Hand in hand

A FRIEND NAMED IVY (happy birthday byang!)

A FRIEND NAMED IVY

I have a friend, she is a girl

That has a smooth and shiny hair

I am grateful, in my life she came

I can share to her without shame

She understands me and I don’t have to explain

She brings her sunshine to the rain

She can lighten up your gloomy night

Or make you strong when you’re in fright

She can give and love unconditionally

She can wait patiently, even in eternity

She is very dear to her loved ones and family

She show and sway me her values

That was so pure and in brilliant hues

Her heart is pure and without hatred

She stands firm in her creed

Irresistible, Valiant and Young

That was her, a friend so true

That I meet in my life so blue

If you will meet her you’ll see

Extraordinary friend she will be

-          - A friend named IVY

And today October 12 is her birthday

Happy Birthday IVY

Being a Teacher?

I never expected to be one. I always say, “I don’t like to be a teacher; I’d rather be like that, be like this, being a teacher is blah blah blah..”. But at this instance I am teaching a bunch of kids every Sunday which they say the most bolshie and who came from the notorious part of the city. At first it was kind’a exhausting and I really had a headache. The kids are really …arrgghhh…., especially the boys. For my whole life I never used into talking for a long period, actually I really don’t like to talk, but I don’t have a choice, I have to. Dealing with different personality of the children is not easy; sometimes it made me crazy ugghh!  

For a month and a few days now, I have seen the light. In the side of my mind there is the desire in contributing to their change. But I am wrong! Despite of the kids stubbornness, arrgghhh.. and ughh! They contribute a lot to mine, they let me understand a lot more about life, how to be happy in the midst of difficulties. It can’t be denied that these kids came from the poor family in the city and in unimaginable situation and surroundings, yet they still smile and you can see hope in their eyes. 

God really works on wonders. Here are some snapshots of smiles and hope.

Being a teacher? Well, I won’t say I like it, but its fine, and if I will rate it, I won’t say it is excellent but it is satisfactory. One thing I am sure right now, is that I love what I am doing.

A Simple and Empty Cup

I am like a simple and empty cup

A cup keen to be filled with coffee

Coffee of knowledge, Coffee of Gods wisdom

Coffee of Understanding to all

A cup keen to accept a coffee of tribulations and dispute

I survive through coldness, hotness and warmness of a coffee

I am strong, even coffee pour me gently or harshly

I existed for one and all, I serve man

Above all, I serve God!

However, despite of who I am

I cannot control every coffee

It even breaks me

Sometimes coffee overflow

That’s why I have the saucer which symbolize God

Who carry and hold me through

letter of appreciation kuno :)

Dear _____,

Good day!hehe....

Te _____, te _____, te _____.......

ayaw lang hunahunaa f unsah ang mga wala nimo mabuhat or wala buhata....

kay ang tanan okay lang...

ayaw kabalaka....

ang imporatante maayo ang atong relasyon ug kita nagkahiusa....harhar....

walay dili nato makaya...

ang akong pasaylo ayaw lang pangayoa....

bsan ang pasaylo ni __ ayaw jud pud pangayoa....hehe

hinuon, ang imong kaugalingon andama...

kay ang defend sah ato research nagkahiduol nah...

hala.....

mao kun naa kah mga pangutana...

ipangutana gayud kana ni jefferson bacareza...

ug sah dihang wala nah akoy ikasumpay

basta ako gayud nalipay

tungod kay ang akong mga kauban andam sah kanunay

nga musuporta sah ilang leader..(ngeek wala mi.sangay)

hahaha....

God Bless to us!

matinahuron nga anak,

(signed)____

Lifeless Sensation

Drown from the tears of the ocean
Agony, from the heat of the sun
Drought swathe my whole being
My stomach & knees are shaking
I’m thirsty! I am hungry!

Stressed from the chief’s dominion
Struggling to be faultless
However the chief sees the mess
Bewildered! Where is the precise place?
What is the acceptable act? 

This existence is very uncertain
Cynical in every life’s battle
Drain brains, drain veins, drain emotion!
Breath there is, but lifeless!

9172010 955pm

An e-mail for my friend!

thanks ____ for understanding, and not scolding me for not helping the group.. i am always a major major big mistake.
sorry
I am always asking for sorry..
can't help it. i really feel sorry for what i can not do,..
it's a big shame on me!
i do always have the reason for not making something!
sometimes it's because of the situation, resources and circumstances,
and sometimes, i just really don't have the idea and feel lazy to do.
i cannot promise not to do it again, but i promise to change my attitude.
Not this time, but in due time and due process.
i really don't feel the calling of being a ___,
my heart desire for something else.
My energy is not parallel to yours.
I don't know what to do, and honestly i am really out of track at this time.
I am very confused not for my identity
but for what can i do, and where i really fit, for what is my talent.
The laughter and bubbly personality i project, sometimes is not really me..
I admit that i feel pity for myself for not growing.
I know that you would say: that it is not good to feel self pity
I am trying not to..
I don't know why , maybe I'm crazy.
Well thank you for being a good friend, classmate, group mate,
thanks for everything,
I admire you for what you are, as a person cause you project a good personality and your intelligence
for not giving up to any challenges that comes into you.
This maybe a long letter, and a very wrong grammar
But this comes from my heart
here attach the acknowledgment and sample abstract
please save this letter.
I wrote this just this morning, base on my feelings and instant thinking.
I may be  a sort of emo.. charr/...
Sorry ___...
Thank you and God bless

Just my meek thoughts… (Mnl Phil Hostage taking)

To the world:

I just hope that the world especially Hong Kong Nationals will open their hearts and mind that not all Filipinos are alike.

To all Filipinos:

This may serve as a lesson to us especially to those who are in the position   the law officers, the senate, the president to every human being to be righteous to their fellows.  Give justice... not just to the victims of the hostage taking (the hostage taker as well is a victim too) and to that event, but in every situation that a single Filipino has.

It is nice to live a life in peace, love and harmony, but one person’s greediness ruins the pure intentions of many.  Life is too short and dignity is precious.  We must value it!

I Wrote this for You

Masterpieces’ aren’t new
Still, I wrote this for you
To unleash this feeling in me
That I think I would never be

Everything is wrong, I know
Still I’m here with you
I never thought of this moment to happen
Mix emotions are on my whole being

I am grateful to God for letting our destiny convene
Though I am confused and feeling insane
One thing I am sure of this moment
I am happy being with you

Cultivating Healthy Relationship

I woke up early this morning with a doubtful heart, if I were to pursue my application as a worker in one of our church’s ministry. I was not that determine to join the project because of my schedule, but still I just let my self to go with the flow with an unknown force. I took a bath, prepare myself and went to the church. With an application letter on my hand, I uttered a prayer to God that He may guide me for this challenge. As I gave my application to the project director, I told her about my other activities during weekends. We did an arrangement to my schedule and I was accepted in the project immediately.

As part of the ministry activities, every Friday, there is a short meditation and staff meeting. Today the meditation was given by one of our church pastor, entitled “Cultivating Healthy Relationship”.

Here is the outline of the three key points on how to cultivate a healthy relationship:

1. Cultivating a healthy relationship takes honesty.

“An honest answer is like a kiss on a lips” – Proverbs 24:26

2. Cultivating a healthy relationship takes humility.

“Young man, in the same way be submissive to those who are older. All of you clothe yourselves with humility toward one another, because, “God opposes the crowd but gives grace to the humble.” – 1 Peter 5:5

• Pride build walls, but humility builds bridges.

How to achieve humility?

 Admitting our own weaknesses.
 Being patient with others weaknesses.
 Be open to correction.
 Appreciate Others.

3. Cultivating a healthy relationship takes courtesy.

“A perverse man stirs up dissension, a gossip separates close friends. – Proverbs 16:28

“Be devoted to one another in brotherly love. Honor one another above yourselves.” – Romans 12:10

Being part of a certain group, in our family, or in a company where we work, at school, honesty, humility and courtesy is very important, for us to be fruitful in everything we do.

Thank you for reading and God bless you!

My Mother’s YM, FB, SKYPE’s Shout out!

As I sat down in my porch looking at nowhere, I suddenly remember a quote that says “Be Positive in this Negative World”. A flashback of my mother’s face absorbed my imagination, a face that shows hope, encouragement, inspiration, faith and love, a face that I cannot forget.  Economic crisis, miles and ambition that separated us, are not the reason to stop her in showing her love to us. Despite of our situation she still manages to inspire us.

“Be Positive in this Negative World “, is my mother’s shout out in Facebook, YM and Skype.  As I came back to reality I realized that I’ve been drowned by my predicament, not realizing that it greatly affects my whole being.  I’ve been always responding my problems negatively. That was my greatest mistake! From that thought I came to grasp that it’s neither the situation nor the environment that causes us to go astray, it’s on how we respond to it.